Showing posts with label watermelons. Show all posts
Showing posts with label watermelons. Show all posts

Saturday, January 31, 2009

The feel of Charchá

The feel of Charchá

Bean juice on my fingers: First it is warm and runny, then, since I don´t have a napkin, it is just a little sticky. I eat beans all the time, and they slip out of the tortillas with which I grab them all the time.

Mud skiing: I was advised to pretend like I am skiing when going down the steep hill leading to my house on a wet and muddy day. It is especially advisable to do this when I am stubborn and wear my slick sandals instead of my rubber boots. The other day I had no other option than to let myself slide about five feet before I found a post to hold. I did this successfully. Anyways, I have become accostumed to the feel of soft mud under my shoes and deceptively slippery ground.

MY FIRST THREE WEEKS HERE

1. It was really cold and I got used to continually wearing the same shirt/shirts 24/7. I didn´t want to take it off for bed, I didn´t want to take it off in the morning, I didn´t want to take a bucket shower outside in the cold every day( I showered about once ever three days during this period). It was actually never very uncomfortable and my long sleeve shirts came to feel like a protective armor I couldn´t live without… sort of like Frodo and his shirt of Mithril.

2. Without heaters, living with the cold was a constant battle. I never really felt like I was just terribly cold, was simply in a constant state of coldness. My “core temperature” as Kramer would say, was simply always low, and could not be raised. I just lived without the pleasure of being warm. I still sometimes sleep in a 40 plus degree room.

3. My feet were always wet. No matter how hard I tried, they were never dry. It felt like they were water logged or something. My MCC friend David, who dealt with the same weather, reports the same struggles with wet feet. Weird.

The Sun: After 3.5 weeks here the sun finally came out. I remember looking at it and hardly being able to take my eyes off of it as I had not seen it in a long time. Now, I oftentimes get up, receive my hot glass of atol, and then bask in the sun as I wait for my breakfast. This is the best way to raise ones core temperature. In the cold air, it feels kind of like God is hugging you.

The Wind: The wind comes slowly over the mountains, but arrives at our almost hill top home uncontaminated by the smells of the town below. When it comes it always reminds me of the fresh ocean air. Sometimes I feel like a kid again.

Chairs: In my experience in Guatemala, one sits on plastic chairs. It is no cushioned chair, but it is better than a wood or metal, but not really uncomfortable. One gets used to it. I rarely think about the comfort of sitting down on a comfortable couch. More than anything I miss a comfortable chair on which to sit and read. The best chair ever is currently located near Wichita Kansas. Don´t be deceived by its appearance.

Shaking hands: my host dad walks in the evening and shakes my hand and puts his other hand caringly on my shoulder. He has a hard and calloused hands from working construction most of his life. Unlike most Kekchi people, he actually gives me a strong handshake, which is very nice. We hold hands for an awkward amount of time and sometimes I am not sure what to say, but I always feel good about it.

Jordan

ps. recently I have eaten: pineapples, watermelon, oranges, bananos, strawberries. All very good.

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Anatomy of a blog

To be quite honest, I have rather mixed feelings about starting a blog. My brother Elijah says it is "out of character," Kevin Neufeld wrote back pseudo-derisively to me, "What's next Jordan, a cell phone?" Well, perhaps. I do not think however, that somehow beginning a blog is some sort of turn around for me in regards to the negative feelings I sometimes hold towards things like cell phones and facebook. First of all I have never claimed to be totally against these things (though it seems like sometimes it comes off that way). What I do think, is that we should all be more aware of some negative effects I think these new forms of communication can potentially have:
1. the replacement of face to face communication/relationships with digital ones. What Shane Hipps equivocated with cotton candy.
2. The fostering of insecurity in our relationships
3. wasting my time
4. Making it far to easy to look towards the "then and there" rather than take advantage of the "here and now" (ie. always wanting to know what's going on somewhere else (in case a friend is doing something more fun than you) instead of focusing on what you're doing at the present.

etc.

ok enough of that soap box.

I am beginning this blog for both selfish and unselfish reasons. This blog work kind of like a journal for me (I hope) and will later in life serve as something to help spark my memories of my time in Guatemala. I hope that it will foster real connections and communications with friends of mine. I really like email communication with people. I hope that this blog will sometimes inspire people to write me emails about what and how they are doing. I don't want people to think that somehow comments on this blog can replace personal communication via email. I can be the kind of person who needs positive feedback, so if one enjoys reading what I have to say, I hope they tell me so every now and then, and respond with something about themself. Also I hope everyone understands that I will try to make sure that, no matter how much I miss home, I will always try to make sure that I keep my heart and mind in Guatemala. I do not want to be physically in Guatemala and mentally in the states. Ok, so maybe my reasons are mostly selfish. WEll, I mean, I suppose the enlightening of the ignorant masses is pretty much the height of self-sacrifice... but you know, I guess that's just part of being a servant-leader and "champion of character."
I have really enjoyed reading other peoples blogs and I think it can be a good way to keep up with people who are close to you.

The weird thing about blogging is that, like mass emails, they are generally 100% about the writer. It can start to feel really egocentric (my experience with mass-emails). ANd I guess basically is. The reason is that the only thing that all the people this blog puts me in conversation with have 100% in common... is me. Which means, basically, that me is all I can write about. So, again if you want more personal contact, I suggest emails.

The blog is good because nobody is forced to read it, and so only people who are genuinely interested will read it.

ok, I'm gonna go buy a watermelon with my dad.

Jordan

ps. I am not in Guatemala yet

pps. WHen I was a kid I was really good at picking out watermelons. Right now, I have self-doubt.